During my life it seemed I was lack of patience in almost situations even with lateness of my friends or my relatives when I need some information or help from them .I had a bad manner was that when I have asked anybody about anything I often requested them to reply me at once but don't mind their time or plights May be I was a selfish man ,I only want to get benefits for my own but don't care of other convenience .Sometime I got angry with them due to their lateness without correct reasons .
It happened too many times with my elder sister when I needed something but with her slow attitude ,I got angry with her all the time ,and it has repeated so many times made me hadn't good manner in behavior with her .The second people has suffered my scold was my wife then and my daughter .I couldn't stand with their slowness ,What a pity when I scold them they seemed became nervous or embarrassed ,But I don't know why I couldn't quit that bad manner .
I think there was one people who could win my bad manner is my Buddy ,I think he could win me due to his calmness ,even when It was an emergency he take time as nothing happen ,step by step he did as he want there wasn't any hurry ,He only answered my questions when he could and during I was waiting for his answers he kept silent and finally I couldn't stand I got angry with him but he continued keep silent and silent ,Sometimes I didn't send mail for him because I was angry ,But My Buddy I couldn't get angry with you any longer I must continue write for you .On the other hand ,My patience has been defeated by your silence ! I have to admire your calmness in any situation since I have met you again ,and now I am telling you about your wonderful calmness ,You are the winner Buddy ! you have defeated my hurry by your calmness and silence .!

August 18th ,2008